post removed because of the negative impact it has on me whenever i read my own blog.
ray is a wonderful boyfriend. i'm just a crazy-ass girlfriend.
ray is a wonderful boyfriend. i am that shit-ass girlfriend.
maybe i should start treating him better, and stop taking him on my emotional roller-coaster ride.
oh, btw, happy birthday to ryan. its around this time four years ago that i sat, sweating, in the toilet, and telling my mother on the other side of the door, that i need to lao sai terribly.
