ray says he kept it from me because he didnt want me to be unhappy. he said he did it just so i wouldnt have to get upset. in other words, he lied to shut me up.
when he has to lie, and constantly do so, over a small issue. what's going to happen if we continued with this relationship? will he lie to me forever? will his lies get bigger?
i've always thought he was the best boyfriend i've had. turns out, he's just like the rest. i've only been happy because he's been lying to me.
i know i shouldnt discount the other things that he's done for me because of this. but now that the trust and the faith is gone, i can never look at him the same again. he's been lying about every little thing.
the only thing that sustained my feelings for him has taken a heavy blow. perhaps, its time to end it, and salvage what's left of the friendship.
you make me feel so silly, for believing in you, for thinking that you'll never lie to me.
