it is that time of the month, when i cant seem to find the right clothes.
it is that time of the month, when my tummy is bloated, and my boobs are inflated.
it is that time of the month, when lady luck shies away from me.
it is that time of the month, when i have to time my toilet visits.
it is that time of the month, when my fart smells smelliest.
it is that time of the month, when i feel lousiest, shittiest, loneliest.
if i said i miss you, would you know i was referring to you?
i think this is the longest i've stayed unattached since eons ago, and although i'm kind of enjoying this new found freedom, it unsettles me a little. i just wish i had someone to whine to, someone to hug, and someone to pout my lips at.
i wonder if i should be worried about getting a job. i've honestly no idea what i want to do now that i've graduated. mummy has been asking if i'm going to go try out for the SIA interview. its irritating me to no end, because i dont want to step foot into a bottomless pit, which is what i have deemed that to be. these days, i'm happy enough to tell people i'm bumming around, which is bad, because it seems i'm regressing back to being that 游手好闲 lazy bum.
hais.. i want a boyfriend.
one who'd sing to me in his off-key voice when i'm upset.
one who'd wear my nighties and pose to make me smile.
one who'd record silly messages in recordable bears.
one who'd hug me in the middle of the night.
i miss you.
