at the 山顶 in hk..
randomly walking along tsim sha tsui..
thank you james, for the beautiful pictures.
and, i love you baby. happy 5 weeks of being together. ^^
Thursday, July 31, 2008
背影
i've since come to really love 背影s. i kinda think a person's 背影 speaks volumes. its like there are no expressions to be read, 背影s have to be inferred, and yet they cant be faked.
at the 山顶 in hk..
randomly walking along tsim sha tsui..
thank you james, for the beautiful pictures.
and, i love you baby. happy 5 weeks of being together. ^^
at the 山顶 in hk..
randomly walking along tsim sha tsui..
thank you james, for the beautiful pictures.
and, i love you baby. happy 5 weeks of being together. ^^
Friday, July 25, 2008
back from hong kong pt2
哪里有？ very nice ma. no meh? oh well, boyfriend likes can liao.
no wait, thats not my boyfriend. i am not interested in old men. besides, i should think chester can reverse-park better him. heh! you did read the article about how he uncharacteristically attempted to park his ridiculously pricey car, did you not?
err.. that's not my boyfriend too. baby doesnt have smelly armpits. actually, i think he does. i shall attempt to find out when i see him tomorrow.
*hatches my evil plot* heh!
shit. what is wrong with me and my disgusting fascination with smells? especially smelly smells. (actually, i think i'm fascinated with smelly smells only.) to think i was turning my nose up at chester's smelly smell barely a month ago. i'm like ultra missing that smell now. i have this farcical theory that i am the only person who gets to smell the smelly smell, and this smell bridges some kind of invisible connection between us.
i think i am crazy. okie, fine, i am weird!!
oh well, doesnt matter. i'm still loved. ^^
and i super love the specs. my beloved fang da tong specs has since been repossessed by didi, much to the boyfriend's relief. i swear i'm going to get it back! its the best buy of my entire trip lor!
blah. will blog soon about
cable car madness, with our 保记小王子 missing in action.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
back from hong kong pt1
i am..
back from my awesome trip to hk. wonderful trip made unforgettable with beautiful people. (or maybe its just me, 重色轻友, as usual.) to be updated when i get the complete set of pictures soon. heh. ^^
officially, really officially, unemployed.
very very very broke.
ultra pissed off with that disastrous manicure. fucked up.
missing boyfriend already. silly me, and that ridiculous, manifesting 小女人 tendencies. i dont like. anymore and i can really go bleach my hair and morph into a dumb blond.
back from my awesome trip to hk. wonderful trip made unforgettable with beautiful people. (or maybe its just me, 重色轻友, as usual.) to be updated when i get the complete set of pictures soon. heh. ^^
officially, really officially, unemployed.
very very very broke.
ultra pissed off with that disastrous manicure. fucked up.
missing boyfriend already. silly me, and that ridiculous, manifesting 小女人 tendencies. i dont like. anymore and i can really go bleach my hair and morph into a dumb blond.
Friday, July 11, 2008
hong kong, here i come..
eat and shop
and
eat and shop
and
eat and shop
my next week away. ^^
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
the boyfriend.
i have a disgustingly mushy boyfriend, who never run out of comments that totally blast me off to antarctica.
we're at that saccharine stage in the beginning of a relationship when we start experimenting with different names to call each other by, and every now and then, we are infused with that sudden desire to tell each other 'i love you'.
earlier, i asked baby (boyfriend is currently known as baby. subjected to change.) if he meant it, this was his reply that froze me to death..
"it was from the heart..then pump to my lungs..along with the carbon dioxide from my lungs pump thru my voice box and then when my brain say heart and brain and guts allow..then the voice with the 3 words came out.."
i know.. -_-"
so yes, it is precisely because we're in that ridiculously sugar-coated honeymoon period, that i've refrained from blogging the last couple of days. somethings are meant to be between us, some memories should be sealed with kisses, and not announced for people to judge by.
男朋友好不好，我自己知道就可以了。 不必向世界炫耀我多么被爱。
sometimes, i really think its kinda difficult to love someone as fickle as i can be, so i'm more than happy with the amount of love/attention/care that baby has showered on me. (maybe i should say i'm not. if not he might get conceited and we end up watching vcds at his house all the time. and for the record, he is quite obviously, not optimally huggable yet.)
then again, i do know its only the beginning, and all beginnings are sweet. every story begins with this seemingly fairy-tale quality, and only a select few bow out with that perfect ending. in time, we shall see.
这是一段不被看好的恋情，就让时间来证明一切吧！
just so you know, i do love you.
we're at that saccharine stage in the beginning of a relationship when we start experimenting with different names to call each other by, and every now and then, we are infused with that sudden desire to tell each other 'i love you'.
earlier, i asked baby (boyfriend is currently known as baby. subjected to change.) if he meant it, this was his reply that froze me to death..
"it was from the heart..then pump to my lungs..along with the carbon dioxide from my lungs pump thru my voice box and then when my brain say heart and brain and guts allow..then the voice with the 3 words came out.."
i know.. -_-"
so yes, it is precisely because we're in that ridiculously sugar-coated honeymoon period, that i've refrained from blogging the last couple of days. somethings are meant to be between us, some memories should be sealed with kisses, and not announced for people to judge by.
男朋友好不好，我自己知道就可以了。 不必向世界炫耀我多么被爱。
sometimes, i really think its kinda difficult to love someone as fickle as i can be, so i'm more than happy with the amount of love/attention/care that baby has showered on me. (maybe i should say i'm not. if not he might get conceited and we end up watching vcds at his house all the time. and for the record, he is quite obviously, not optimally huggable yet.)
then again, i do know its only the beginning, and all beginnings are sweet. every story begins with this seemingly fairy-tale quality, and only a select few bow out with that perfect ending. in time, we shall see.
这是一段不被看好的恋情，就让时间来证明一切吧！
just so you know, i do love you.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
mambo jambo.
many many thanks to the many many people.
the girlfriend teresa (and girlfriend's friend. 爱屋及乌, you see.),
my kimchi blurqueen (and friend dorothy),
pokey hanky meh meh,
jian nan ren,
skinny kenny with going-to-be-straight curly hair,
and,
my darling ah huat..
today was super super super shiok and damn damn damn damn high.
^^
i love mambo. i love mambo. i love mambo.
i love zouk on wednesdays.
love mambo, love mambo, love mambo.
my legs are super sore now. i need a massage.
and i know, smokey eyes are not for me.
-_-"
before i go though, i miss my boyfriend. i missed him the entire time. and i was happy missing him.
(baby, i know you'll read this. i purposely wrote it so that you see le will shuang. i dont really miss you that much actually. hahaha. bleh!)
the girlfriend teresa (and girlfriend's friend. 爱屋及乌, you see.),
my kimchi blurqueen (and friend dorothy),
pokey hanky meh meh,
jian nan ren,
skinny kenny with going-to-be-straight curly hair,
and,
my darling ah huat..
today was super super super shiok and damn damn damn damn high.
^^
i love mambo. i love mambo. i love mambo.
i love zouk on wednesdays.
love mambo, love mambo, love mambo.
my legs are super sore now. i need a massage.
and i know, smokey eyes are not for me.
-_-"
before i go though, i miss my boyfriend. i missed him the entire time. and i was happy missing him.
(baby, i know you'll read this. i purposely wrote it so that you see le will shuang. i dont really miss you that much actually. hahaha. bleh!)
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
random #16
i seem to be becoming increasingly fickle-minded these days, and i should think its driving my poor boyfriend crazy, what with me going on incessantly about the most nondescript and mundane stuff. and said boyfriend is still down with that persistent fever/cough, which has been plaguing us since a week ago.
stupid illness that takes away all the fun from being in the start of a relationship. blah!
i suddenly feel depressed that i have to reset my monthsary counter yet again. (knn, its like what now? not even one pathetic week.) what is wrong with me and that ridiculously latent ability to stay in any one fucking relationship. oh, i suddenly remember that meet up with darling tys, ct and vc, which reminded me that i'm not the only person who's been weaving in and out of relationships. ^^
16 months at both our longest. (i think la. who bothers to count such unexciting stuff?! oh, wait, i do.) shall see if miss tys or i break the curse first.
anyway, was talking to the boyfriend (i hate addressing him as such, sibeh 没有亲切感.. but till when i come up with a better name. you'd have to make do.) about un-publishing the last entry. i got freaked out for a bit when i realized that our overlapping social circles were wider than i thought. its a fucking small world, i tell you.
actually, i think part of the reason for wanting to remove the pictures had a bit to do with ah huat and her feel for having 便宜的把我给卖掉. i've already mentioned it, but my girlfriend-cum-toilet-buddy would have preferred it had i been swept off my feet by some sibeh yandao handsome boy. like i wouldnt.
handsome boy sounds wrong. totally wrong.
*sniggers*
tamade, i actually have a whole horde of verbal vomit to throw up on this space, but i've since come to the startling revelation that more people than i know may actually be reading this. kns de.
aiya, the point is, i'm actually still having second thoughts about having gone into the relationship. i know it doesnt sound fair, especially since i'm already in it. but its hard to dispel the feelings of insecurity. its like it feels so comfortable being around him, that it unsettles me a little. am i really as comfortable as i think i am, or am i forcing myself to be, or it is because i've just been yearning for that attention?
and then i cant help but feel as though we dont have as much stuff to say to each other than we'd had initially. i think i might be killing myself slowly with that overactive imagination.
do i love him? i kinda think i do. maybe not as much as it ought to be yet, but its growing bit by bit. like it makes me smile thinking about him, and it makes me a little pissed at not being able to see him the next couple of days. (stupid solmart. i'm still wondering why the hell did i agree to help out.) like i miss his hugs now, and that smelly smell ah huat got freaked out at, and with which i'm identifying him with.
gheesh, i completely hate my eyebrows. makes me look some random lao aunty. makes my right eye look tamade small. the only reason why i'll ever miss lcs is because he's chao lao, and the stupid boyfriend makes me look old beside him. and just to prove my point,
陈俊杰我为什么会跟你在一起?!
i look super old and fat beside my poor sickly-looking sick boyfriend. i am renouncing my earlier plans to attempt fattening him, because i kinda think i will be the one getting fattened up eventually. look at that fucking double chin!! knn.. i know can photoshop away, but whats the fucking point?! the fucking double chin is still fucking there even if i fucking photoshop it away and fucking try to cover the fucking thing up.
need. to. diet. (and knn, my stomach is growling. -_-")
okok. i shall go see if my bank account has been fattened up by last month's pay, and the gst credits. heh. makes me feel good thinking about it. then again, maybe i shouldnt check, might just get depressed yet again.
stupid illness that takes away all the fun from being in the start of a relationship. blah!
i suddenly feel depressed that i have to reset my monthsary counter yet again. (knn, its like what now? not even one pathetic week.) what is wrong with me and that ridiculously latent ability to stay in any one fucking relationship. oh, i suddenly remember that meet up with darling tys, ct and vc, which reminded me that i'm not the only person who's been weaving in and out of relationships. ^^
16 months at both our longest. (i think la. who bothers to count such unexciting stuff?! oh, wait, i do.) shall see if miss tys or i break the curse first.
anyway, was talking to the boyfriend (i hate addressing him as such, sibeh 没有亲切感.. but till when i come up with a better name. you'd have to make do.) about un-publishing the last entry. i got freaked out for a bit when i realized that our overlapping social circles were wider than i thought. its a fucking small world, i tell you.
actually, i think part of the reason for wanting to remove the pictures had a bit to do with ah huat and her feel for having 便宜的把我给卖掉. i've already mentioned it, but my girlfriend-cum-toilet-buddy would have preferred it had i been swept off my feet by some sibeh yandao handsome boy. like i wouldnt.
handsome boy sounds wrong. totally wrong.
*sniggers*
tamade, i actually have a whole horde of verbal vomit to throw up on this space, but i've since come to the startling revelation that more people than i know may actually be reading this. kns de.
aiya, the point is, i'm actually still having second thoughts about having gone into the relationship. i know it doesnt sound fair, especially since i'm already in it. but its hard to dispel the feelings of insecurity. its like it feels so comfortable being around him, that it unsettles me a little. am i really as comfortable as i think i am, or am i forcing myself to be, or it is because i've just been yearning for that attention?
and then i cant help but feel as though we dont have as much stuff to say to each other than we'd had initially. i think i might be killing myself slowly with that overactive imagination.
do i love him? i kinda think i do. maybe not as much as it ought to be yet, but its growing bit by bit. like it makes me smile thinking about him, and it makes me a little pissed at not being able to see him the next couple of days. (stupid solmart. i'm still wondering why the hell did i agree to help out.) like i miss his hugs now, and that smelly smell ah huat got freaked out at, and with which i'm identifying him with.
gheesh, i completely hate my eyebrows. makes me look some random lao aunty. makes my right eye look tamade small. the only reason why i'll ever miss lcs is because he's chao lao, and the stupid boyfriend makes me look old beside him. and just to prove my point,
陈俊杰我为什么会跟你在一起?!
i look super old and fat beside my poor sickly-looking sick boyfriend. i am renouncing my earlier plans to attempt fattening him, because i kinda think i will be the one getting fattened up eventually. look at that fucking double chin!! knn.. i know can photoshop away, but whats the fucking point?! the fucking double chin is still fucking there even if i fucking photoshop it away and fucking try to cover the fucking thing up.
need. to. diet. (and knn, my stomach is growling. -_-")
okok. i shall go see if my bank account has been fattened up by last month's pay, and the gst credits. heh. makes me feel good thinking about it. then again, maybe i shouldnt check, might just get depressed yet again.
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