i have a disgustingly mushy boyfriend, who never run out of comments that totally blast me off to antarctica.
we're at that saccharine stage in the beginning of a relationship when we start experimenting with different names to call each other by, and every now and then, we are infused with that sudden desire to tell each other 'i love you'.
earlier, i asked baby (boyfriend is currently known as baby. subjected to change.) if he meant it, this was his reply that froze me to death..
"it was from the heart..then pump to my lungs..along with the carbon dioxide from my lungs pump thru my voice box and then when my brain say heart and brain and guts allow..then the voice with the 3 words came out.."
i know.. -_-"
so yes, it is precisely because we're in that ridiculously sugar-coated honeymoon period, that i've refrained from blogging the last couple of days. somethings are meant to be between us, some memories should be sealed with kisses, and not announced for people to judge by.
男朋友好不好，我自己知道就可以了。 不必向世界炫耀我多么被爱。
sometimes, i really think its kinda difficult to love someone as fickle as i can be, so i'm more than happy with the amount of love/attention/care that baby has showered on me. (maybe i should say i'm not. if not he might get conceited and we end up watching vcds at his house all the time. and for the record, he is quite obviously, not optimally huggable yet.)
then again, i do know its only the beginning, and all beginnings are sweet. every story begins with this seemingly fairy-tale quality, and only a select few bow out with that perfect ending. in time, we shall see.
这是一段不被看好的恋情，就让时间来证明一切吧！
just so you know, i do love you.
