*hidden entry #4*
its funny how i've always had that ridiculous misgiving against her, and at times like this, its her help i most appreciate.
it hurts. it fucking hurts to know that you hurt too. i wish there was something i could do. anything.
if you want me to talk to you, i will.
if you want us to be friends again, i can try.
if you want me to stay away, i already am.
just tell me what i can do for you, for us, for me.
i've never really stopped hoping. i've never really dared to hope.
