*hidden entry #8*
its been 11 days since we broke up. today would be the 12th.
went ktv with the people - his group of people; cch, pwj, ec, lcl and my dearest kk. told kk last night that i'd make up my mind whether or not to continue waiting by tonight. and after tonight, i think i shall not wait anymore.
its super heart wrenching to see that i am no longer part of his life .
its super aching to know that he doesnt really care anymore.
they're all trying to help bridge the distance, but..
its really hard, to persevere when there's no reaction from his side. i'm giving up, i guess.
