*hidden entry #10*
and so it seems, they really were talking about us. fzy and mm were seemingly talking about it again earlier. and the entire situation just seem to be getting increasingly complicated, which is not helping at all.
all i want is you, dont you know? cant you tell? wont you see? are you going to move even further away from me because of that, whatever that is?
i miss you, you know that? i miss you so bad, its driving me crazy.
the more i want to see you, the more afraid i am of seeing you.
the more i want to know how you're doing, the more i'm afraid of finding out.
what if you've moved on? what if you no longer loved me? what if there's someone else?
why do i love you so much? even now? why cant i stop?
