i know, i'm like making a big deal out of nothing. but the fact is, it is a big deal for me. its quite funny when you suddenly realise that you dont really know who to complain to in the middle of the night, when you're feeling hungry. its rather weird to not have to sms people when you wake up in the mornings, and before you go to bed. its scary that you dont really know who to ask out these days.
i suddenly wonder how life was, before i started to become half of a couple. i'm an individual now, and as much as its totally unsettling, its like a new experience for me and i'm like totally enjoying it.
shit, i need to stop using totally, and like, and thingy, and freaking. i'm like totally morphing into this bimbotic thingy, and its totally freaking me out, like, freaking totally. doesnt help that they're like totally freaking easy to use. and i think i like, totally just demonstrated their versatility. like totally lor.
and no, i'm not waiting for cjj anymore. i've probably mentioned it a thousand times now, that i've long given up. what's not meant to be, is simply not yours to begin with. that said though, i definitely still have feelings for that guy, who hasn't done anything to warrant an ounce of negativity from me.
blah. should banish all that unhappiness once and for all. and yes, i completely have the massive-est crush on stephen chow now. 007 and 008 were damn funny la..
i'm obviously too seh to blog right now. shall go hug my yan yan to sleep. yan yan is a male, by the way. i declared it in a state of delirium earlier. my yan yan is a horny male bear who likes to snuggle in my nehs.
my beloved yan yan, that i lugged all the way home from genting, and who
thats me, and my receding hairline. i swear i wont ever clip up my fringe ever!! like totally lor!!
eh. i look malay. -_-"
