but yes. mustafa has like totally every freaking thing. that place is completely amazing, and i was telling gw, who was my shopping-buddy-cum-personal-tour-guide-for-mustafa for the
honestly, i'm totally going to keep going there till i've walked through all the aisles, seen everything there is to see. freaking amazing la.
shampoo, toiletries, facial cleanser, mask.
pots and pans, toasters, oven.
fans, air conditioning.
batteries, computers, dvd players, handphones.
chocolates, biscuit, bread, groceries, fish, meat, sweets, condiments.
toys, bicycles, gym balls.
clothes, adidas, nike, puma, shoes.
perfumes, cosmetics.
jewelry, bangles, gold watches.
even, tongkat ali and this incredulous horny bull formula shit thingy.
no si se pai though. wait!! i think i didnt see condoms! and confirm no vibrators and porn discs!! oh oh, and furniture as well! muahaha.
and i totally hate meeting up with gw. i always end up having to cab home, as well as eating, like super alot. all those late night suppers. i desperately need to diet la.
was just talking to kk earlier, and i'm quite disgusted by all the things that i see and hear these days. its making me question my initial justification. oh well, i cant really be bothered anymore. like, totally lor. i wish i could stand up for him, put in some good words. afterall, hadnt i once proclaimed to have known him better than most? but apparently not.
oh well, shall not let that insignificance affect me too much. i've moved on. although it still pains me, cuz, ya, like, feelings take time to fade and all. but ya, this is definitely accelerating the process. fuck, its like completely undermining whatever feelings i had in the first place.
if you know what i'm talking about, you'd know that its this ridiculously shitty feeling.
blah. shall go cycling with ah fang on saturday. and then go sing song next week. i definitely want to try party world.
and my bird park tuesday!!
oh, and mambo wednesday!!
teresa, connie, ah fang and me. as well as meh meh, jian nan ren, the xiao di dis and whoever else.
sibeh shiok, and totally looking forward to it.
"i only knew you for awhile, i never saw your smile~~~"
oh, kbox totally have this song la. gw was singing it happily the other day. i was going to upload it. in fact i did. but i removed it at the last minute, lest i be murdered. lol. ^^
and before i go, i feel a need to address that i feel totally happy right now. i've been single for 6 weeks, its a first for me, it gets hard cuz i just miss having someone around, someone to hug and someone to hold, but i'm really enjoying the freedom and the peace that comes with being responsible for me alone. its also been 3 weeks, since i decided to clear out and lock up that space inside my heart, the space that has been shattered and broken a million times now. its time i started loving myself, really.
i'm not looking for a boyfriend. i dont need a boyfriend. and i definitely dont want one.
what i want and what i need, are friends who are crazy enough to have crazily high fun with me. cycling, mamboing, bird parking, zooing, night safariing, ballooning, kite flying and whatever else crazy me comes up with.
