its days like these when i miss having someone to hug.. or maybe i should say, nights..
:(
but i do know that i'm actually still healing, that the last relationship has struck something in me, something, which try as i may, i just cant seem to remove. it sucks that occasionally, i still miss him, however logic-defying it is.
and so, no. i'm just going to hug my bolsters, and my darling yan yan, and the smelly tuti to sleep.
and besides, i totally want to be in a lesbian relationship la. i'm totally giving up the whole boyfriend idea. its like the most fucking depressing thing that's happened to me, ever. then i wouldnt have to worry myself to death when the monthly aunt-visits are late. heh. i want a lesbian lover!!!
