truths, which not even kk knew entirely of. the pain, every fucking day. the heartache every fucking night. it took me so fucking long to walk out of it, and just one day, with just one conversation, i've lost that footing it took me so long to gain.
all i needed was that occasional hug, the random kisses. and i've never asked anything else of you. i've never wanted anything else from you. because everything, anyhow, i just want you to be happy. i subjugated my needs to your wants. and it somehow is my fault?
and now, i am once again, devastatingly undecided. just go. it hurts hell lot that i have to say it, it hurts hell lot. i wish i could give you all the time in the world to lift that confusion, to decide. but every fucking second, a brick falls off the crumbling tower of my emotions.
where were you when i needed you? what were you doing when my heart was breaking into pieces? what were you thinking when you stabbed your unfeeling knife into my healing wound?
All we had was just one summer
Two lovers strolling in the park
But like they say the world keeps turning
As the leaves were falling we should fall apart
Now I'm waiting for the winter
To build a castle out of ice
And deep inside this massive building
Theres a crystal lake of all the tears I cried
Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart, and do what I do
'Cause I'm living to love you
When you're gone, it's not forever
Cause you're remaining in my heart
So tell me why I feel this aching
Every time I think of you when we're apart
I admit that from time to time
I'm feeling insecure
And think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't let it show, oh, no, no, no
I don't think I'll ever understand
That our loving should never have a happy end
So I'm really gonna try my best
To let you know
Baby for all my life
Don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart, and do what I do
'Cause I'm living to love you
When the final day comes
I know the angels
They will see my smile
And if they wanna know the reason
I will tell them why
Baby for all my life
I'm living to love you
