I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay
And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
eventually, the yellow submarine sinks. batman will always disappear into the darkness.
the whole cjj-gw-me triangle.. its come to an end. gw says he's never seen me cry so badly before. i think i have. i hope i wont again. i dont want to have anything to do with either of them anymore. cjj says, i would be happier without him in the equation. he doesnt know the whole equation is him.
gw.. is someone who'd always be here whenever i need him. he's someone who'd squeeze my hand when i'm sad because my sadness makes him sadder. he's someone who will never hurt me. and yet, i keep hurting him the way cjj hurts me.
i hurt gw when cjj hurt me. i hurt gw when cjj doesnt hurt me.
i dont want to become cpl. there were times when i honestly thought, someday i would be able to accept gw and love him for all his love for me. i dont want to become cpl. but today, i know, chances are, it wont happen that way. i dont want to become cpl and knowingly lead gw on when i no longer believe in the possibility of an us. it has to end.
cjj says its flawed. that i'd willingly be with someone i dont love. is it wrong? when the ppl i love has been nothing but pain, to want to seek solace with someone who loves me?
no matter what happened, i still do love him. i just hope, someday, it'd all stop. its been hard, no having anyone to talk to.
