no, there's no part two.
fucking irrelevant to even want to continue the whole pathetic saga. the more i think about it, the more stupid i feel. too many random thoughts swarming around in my tiny head.
for instance, that incorrigible person who goes around spreading half-truths to people she's close with. i tried to imagine for a minute, that perhaps she meant well. but really, it would do hell alot of good if she learnt to keep her mouth shut. like my dear friend, the jnr, who refused to tell me anything that he's heard about me, or him. in which case, it would do even more good, if he could just tell me what i think i ought to know.
i honestly want to know what's being said la. bloody hell.
gaowei, yes. i'm quite pek chek at the drama that's unfolding around him and i now. i've decided to move on already, so i'm going to refrain from making any more comments on him after this entry. i've read every single message he's sent me, whether on msn, as smses, on my little tag board here, and on that blog he recently unveiled. they all say the same thing.
to say it once is totally heartbreaking, saying it twice brought out the guilt and hurt that i think i totally deserve. but having said it this many times, it has eaten into some of the goodness i associated him with.
i'm sorry for the way things turned out. maybe a little less sorry than i was yesterday. but nevertheless, still sorry. i remember the sweet things you've done for me, and the happy times we shared. i've moved on. i'll try to be happy. i'm sorry i deigned that happiness wasnt with you, i hope you'll be happy now. dont give so much all the time, at least let the giving and receiving balance a little. too many bitches like me around.
phoebe is synonymous with exhibitionist. phoebe is a euphemism for show-off. which is why i keep blogging about things i should keep quiet about. which is why, it really isnt difficult to tell who that new relationship is. even though i think i've been pretty mellow about things. thus far, the only people who has heard anything from me are, KANG KANG, AH FANG, CHESTER, CHONGLUK (a little) AND ADEL (like told her a few hours ago) - not very difficult to guess the weakest link.
shit. totally feel like posting a sibeh loud shout out to clear stuff up. knn.
a hungry (wo)man is an angry (wo)man. i think i'm hungry.
