chester and i broke up two weeks ago. i'm glad we had the chance to let the dust settle. this wasnt my longest relationship, nor was it the sweetest, or the most memorable. yet it seems to be the most.. heart-wrenching?
as much as it hurt that i've to let it go, we've reached an understanding that things will never work out between us. somehow, i've known that all along. in a way, i was trying to hang on to the whatever short time that i can have with him, and now that time has come to pass.
i hope i'll stop dreaming of him someday. it helps a little though, knowing that he dreams of me too. its weird, that i've only begun to realize how much he actually loves me, now that its all over.
well, at least i gained a friend in him. and seeing how much we've been through together, all the secrets we've shared, i think he'll make a great friend.
new hairstyle to mark a new stage in my life. and gaowei says 'bibi looks cute.' makes him want to pinch my cheeks though. ^^
random CUTE picture taken by CYL (omg. cyl has the same initials as chicken nugget. lol.) during web cam. damn. he's randomly taken like THIRTY-NINE (maybe more) sibeh unglam snapshots of me liao la. -_-"
speaking of whom, he intro-ed me to this kinda nice korean variety, which i liked enough to want to reflect it on my msn name. 我们结婚了. its really funny how people who's not talked to me in ages suddenly asked if i was getting married. i wish! the only person who i'd marry now has just dumped me yet again. :( bleh.
i love my new hair. hehehe.
oh, ah fang, you see ~~
