At 7am this morning, after the entire misery has faded from my mind, I got ready to continue watching we got married on tudou, resigning myself to the sad fact that my life sucked. And then the smelly boyfriend had to rub it in, by telling me that he couldn't sleep because he was too used to sleeping with me. Like I'm not miserable enough that he's not with me. 3 messages later, the irritatingly smelly boyfriend told me that all would be settled if I opened the door to let him in.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
This, my friend, is probably 前世修来的福 lor. He's not perfect, but he's really more than I can ask for, and I'm really trying to not sound as love-struck as I am right now. The aftereffects of his sudden appearance at my door has not faded even though its been a few hours since he left for work. There really isn't any qualms at all, about whether or not I should head down to stupid pomo to spring him a probably anticipated surprise when he ends work in awhile.
Sigh. My life is this close to revolving around him. And I'm more than happy for it to head in that direction. Unhealthy, yes. Scary, definitely. But when your boyfriend is the endearing nonsense who's always muttering rubbish at the most inappropriate timings, there's only so little before he becomes the axis of my rotation.
It's definitely going to take some getting used to, when I start work soon. As much as he's worried about the influx of guys that will enter into my periphery from the new job, I'm completely distraught by the severely lessened time I will have left for him, which will allow him the opportunity to meet other girls! Now you see the entire motive behind my willingness to let him game.
Sigh. I'm missing him already. :(
PS. I've finally decided to stop being lazy, and capitalize my words properly.
