and eating
and eating
and eating
and eating
and eating
and eating
and eating
and eating
and eating
no wonder i've been rather depressed these days. at the rate we're going, it wouldnt take too long before i burst out of my clothes. and the frustrating thing is, the smelly nonsense doesnt seem to be putting on any weight at all!
oh, and i've finally landed myself a job, and a shitty one too. but oh well, better a shitty job than none at all. and i should be glad that it came right when i was thinking if abc and i have been spending too much time together. as you would have inferred from my last entry, our blissful relationship was marred by a few unhappy episodes over the past few days, much of which being my fault, i guess.
you rarely hear me say that, but i do think abc and i are spending too much time together. it's kinda scary because the total time we've spent apart from each other has probably not exceeded a hundred hours, of which more than half of it was due to work, and more than half of the rest, we were on web cam.
the extent of which is such that yh no longer talks to abc on his msn account. he automatically forwards whatever message to mine. he is also no longer alarmed when abc calls him on my phone. i think he addresses him directly lor.
zzzz. we got so sticky mah?
well, i think there'll be some getting use to when i start that job soon. :(
and speaking of which, i should think that the shitty job would tolerate ridiculous hair colours. hehe. which means, i'm not restricted to the boring shades of brown and red and whatever boring nonsense.
GREEN maybe. or BLUE. no, no PURPLE. PINK maybe. and i'm also getting rather sick of my bangs, they're freaking hard to maintain la. imagine needing a haircut every 2 weeks. like i'm that free.
gheesh.. i miss abc already. and he's sitting behind me making love to my ds. maybe i should hatch an evil plot to stash away all the games when he's around. it can be somewhat demoralizing when i'm trying to steal his attention away and he ignores me or tries to put it off. LIKE NOW. i think i've been too nice.
am going to wrestle my boyfriend back from the stupid pink monster.
