My boyfriend is really weird, he has this abhorrence for all things facial-ly. But his ex managed to overcome that gratuitous odium for masking, so it's kind of something we do every now and then. :)
In any case, I miss him alot now. Have been on MC for 2 days, and sticking to him for the entire duration of it. I'm still on MC till tomorrow, but have almost decided to go work. Sigh, the department's having this shift in perspective thingy, what with new heads, new rules, new shit, and it's really not a huge secret that more than half of us have lost the zest for work. Have zilch idea who to trust now, and it's really shitty. Been offered to convert to a permanent staff there, but really, if I find better offers . . .
I guess the sian-ness from work has taken a toll on my mental well-being. That omni-present state of depression is probably what caused my massive, massive quarrel with boyfriend 2 weeks back. Sigh, the bad vibes are still hovering around. Sometimes, it can be quite difficult to recover from quarrels, like the slightest tinge of unhappiness will just spark off the entire thing all over again.
I don't want to quarrel la. Because you know when we don't, we can be so happy.
:) Love you!
