Boyfriend ~~

I think my boyfriend thinks I don't love him anymore. And I think I've become lazy when it comes to loving him.

Like how I don't hug him when I sleep these days. Like how I forget to smell him now and then. Like how I didn't think of hugging him when he leaves for work.

My boyfriend doesn't realize he kicks me in his sleep. When he's asleep, he loves to throw his leg over mine.

My boyfriend doesn't realize he reeks of that stale air con from pools when he comes home from work. He forgets that he has begun to drool in his sleep and all his sleeping tees smell gross.

My boyfriend doesn't realize he hasn't been hugging me back when I hug him.

And my boyfriend definitely doesn't realize I tap on the night light and smile at our photos before I go to sleep. :)


I can't stop thinking about Disneyland and HK, and all the things I want to buy, all the food I want to eat, all the places I want to go, all the sights I want to see. And my boyfriend will be with me, every freaking moment I'm there. :)

Yes, the boyfriend has to work in less than an hour, and he.. is probably still sleeping. -.-"

ASS

It took too long
It took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along
I played along
I played along it rolled right off my back
Obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Minus you I'm better off
Soon you will know

You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

You can try, you can try
You know I know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon

You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

This is the potential make-up song
please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be?
Which will it be?

Champagne!

My face is like, how very round, and I'm still eating non-stop. Work has been incredibly demoralising, and eating seems to be the only salvation.

Royce nama champagne rocks, anyway. Almost as much as my häagen dazs rum and raisin love.

Oh, I love my rosy cheeks by the way, and it's definitely getting rosier even though baby doesn't seem to think so. Bleh

And we are going to HK. After all the talk, I've finally gone ahead to book our flight and hotel reservations. Credit card bill has sky-rocketed, and my next pay has just gone down the drain, every single cent of it. Let's hope it's worth. I'm really looking forward to my yoh ji. Yea, the yoh ji was my deciding factor between HK and TW. Can't wait for July!

The stupid bf still owes me my birthday present, and our anniversary is less than a week away. Humph!

My birthday is getting increasingly dull with each passing year. I know I want a quiet affair, but still. At least I had my surprise cake from Ah Fang last year. Stupid bf.