Girls fantasize about marriage, I think. Well, at least I do, about my wedding.
I've always thought about that perfect dress, that perfect shoes, that perfect hair. I've always pictured that perfect scene.
And I've also always wanted to have my own house. No, I refuse to stay with parents, I don't care. I've spent all my life wishing I could live away from my parents, no way am I going to live the rest of it, wishing I could live away from yours. While I do love daddy, mummy and didi, it's totally frustrating at times, and I've come to the rational conclusion that I'd love them more if I didn't have to face that crap every day.
So you see, it's nothing to remark about when I say I think I've found the right person I really want to get married to. Then again, I rarely ever say AND really mean that. At the back of my mind, I actually, really think that I might end up a spinster, what with my many shortcomings.
But this Alvin Cheng...
It's been almost 2 years, and I freaking still have not gotten sick of him. In fact, I still get the butterflies in my stomach feeling when I look forward to seeing him. He has mellowed a lot for me and for the relationship, which is probably why I sometimes find his faults endearing.
I can totally see the rest of our lives laid out. Us lying in bed together and doing our own things; him fiddling with a not-the-latest-version gaming device, and me reading or watching tv. Every now and then I will make some random comment, which he will ignore. He will occasionally bite his nails or flick his pi sai in my direction. And then, either one of us will fart and the other person will 'eeee' damn loudly and attempt to outdo the smelliness.
I like. In actual fact, it's already like that right now, and I could live like that for the rest of my life.
It's no biggie then, me saying that I'm probably going to end up being Mrs Alvin Cheng in a few years. As much as I really feel that way, it just doesn't seem like a huge deal when a girl says she wants to marry a guy.
BUT! It's a whole new level when the GUY says it. And here comes the point of my entry.
The other day, Alvin Cheng told 2 friends that I'm THE ONE. (He said 'probably', but I'm going to ignore that.)
I'm still an shuang-ing from that. :):)
Yes, I know I could have skipped the entire boring introduction and just bold and enlarge "Alvin Cheng says he will be marrying me". :)
