shitty monday.

It's been a pretty shitty day so far because,

1. It's a Monday. Mondays generally suck.

2. I didn't have enough sleep last night.

3. The air conditioning in the training room is super strong. It's super cold and I'm sneezing non-stop.

4. 2 + 3 = massive migraine.

5. Systems training today. Extremely dry and super heavy topic. But absolutely essential.

6. I've been mentally reminding myself to send you a good luck msg since morning. And I've been worried since.

7. That string of messages that got me even more worried then upset then pissed off and finally numb.


I believe that it's alright for couples to offload onto each other. We should be there for each other through thick and thin. But it is not ok to put blame and hurl verbal abuse.


You better apologise.

It was our 45th month yesterday. 

I really still find it quite hard to digest the fact that we're on to our fourth year now. It seemed like not too long ago when we were still getting used to the idea of each other.

Not too long and many many meals ago. 

Legoland!

2013

So I've been toying with the idea of going back to blogging for awhile now. Twitter made it inconvenient and cumbersome but I've recently realised that it's a lot of pain trying to back date my tweets. Like when I want to know what I was doing on when (mostly, I want to know why I quarrelled with the bf and when). Instagram, likewise, doesn't come with this all-important archival function. Also, I'm really fat now so I'm a lot less prone to photographs than is ideal for Instagram.

Blog it is, then. And what better time to revive my dying blog than the start of a brand new year!

2013.

Well, 2013 has not been good to me, so far. I haven't been back to work yet and it's really because I've been horribly sick. Food poisoning - the nausea and giddiness and diarrhoea. To be honest, those aren't at all the worst parts of being sick; it's that whole aching in the bones feeling that I abhor so much. Good riddance to the food poisoning then. I hope it doesn't come my way again for the rest of 2013.

2013.

Somehow, 2013 doesn't feel as brand new as it ought to. It feels pretty familiar already. My 2012 had been grossly inconsequential, and maybe that's why 2013 feels so familiar - I've been wanting too much for it to start.

Here's to hoping the rest of the year continues on an upward trend, which it most likely will. After all, when you're at the bottom, the only way to go is up.

Ending off with the last two photos taken in 2012 at G's place. I think my bf will really make a great dad some day.